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my ordinary dreams v3.0 sacrifice
reinvented
Created on 2002-12-29 10:19:37 (#830171), last updated 2009-04-04
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Basic Info| Name: | Okada Tsuki |
|---|---|
| Location: | Troy, Michigan, United States |
| Website: | tenshi no namida |
BioAlexis Behr
-you were the hand that lead me-
~thank you and goodbye~
"I was thinking. I've had more than my share of angst and hatred, and despair. I've thought about suicide, come close maybe, but never did even really consider really killing myself. I got to wondering, what else it took. What it takes to make someone want to destroy themselves."
-Max
"It's different for everyone.
Sometimes, you look at your future and you can't see it. Then you squint and realize you do see it, but it's so dark you thought it wasn't there at all.
Sometimes you live with yourself every day, hating who and what you've become. Every word out of your mouth repulses you. Every time you look in the mirror you want to break it.
Sometimes it the people around you. You watch them live and want them to notice you. You want them to look at you and hear your voice. You want them to remember you're there. You want them to appreciate you.
Sometimes it's the people around you. You watch them smile and laugh and want to make them stop. You want them to know exactly how they wronged you. You want the world to hear the voice they silenced. You want the to regret every time they neglected you.
And sometimes, you just want to die."
grief
the dreams we turned into prophecies
carried gently upon the summer wind
faded to nothingness just today
proof of the innocence we lost
the hope that sparked in each of our eyes
surrendered to the harsh, cold world
but we smiled and laughed the same
our hearts heavier with each step we took
perhaps each of us stopped and looked behind
at the shadows of who we once were
wondering how much further we could go
and yet no one saw you fall behind
when we were young, often we fell
and it was a simple matter of standing again
a hand held out in friendship was enough
to have us chasing our dreams once more
we grew older then and seldom stumbled
but when we did we had farther to fall
and harder did we land,
hope despairingly dancing beyond our reach
to hold on to your fleeting memory
makes grasping at water seem less vain
but your image is burned into our hearts
as the sound of your voice rings in our minds
the tears that fill our eyes now
perhaps mirror the ones you shed
were you afraid to die?
is it too late to believe in angels?
Hoshiko-chan
-I wouldn't have grown up without you.-
~my bright shining star glitters in my sky again~
I support Project Mayhem
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